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Sunday, November 08, 2009

[[Exam week and events]]

I've been delaying my blogpost now
I'm slow in updating
(That's why I called slowbrogal)
My frequent update will be on my another blog
Coz I have more followers there
Which I do not want to disappoint them.

My exam weeks had finally started
Stress, anxiety, insomnia has been with me
Due to this I've lost much appetite
I've lost several weight during this week
The bf's family commented about that.
Is it good or bad?

Terribly I've screwed my paper last week
I've been seeing a bad result on that particular paper
I hope I don't do the same thing for my coming papers

Though exam week is stress
But I'm seriously happy now
Last night I've been to Jordan's birthday
(He's my bf's cousin)
I'm glad I enjoy my day

After so much acquaintances I've been through
With the guidance of God
I've finally realized
And appreciate my life
Without you my life is incomplete
Without you my life is in darkness
Thank you for everything you've granted to me.

I'm proud to be born
I'm proud to have a family that loves me
I'm proud to have someone special for me
I'm proud to have my friends who understand me
And for that
I've appreciate whatever I have

For those who showered me with love
For those who colored my life
You'll be forever there in my heart.
For those who showered me with hatred
For those who racked my life
I'm glad you've disappeared from me.

*[[And so the lion fell in ❤ with the lamb at 3:40 AM]]*

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Sunday, November 01, 2009

[[Life]]

Recently I had discover severe acquaintance in my life
Which paralyzed my judgement or view
I had my own point of view
I had my own of way to do

I do not live to satisfy people around me
Nor I do not live to do what people expect me to do
I am who I am

Sometimes in life
We'll been through so many stages
You've meet so many people
So many friends
So many lovers.
But there are often somebody
Somebody who will leave a footstep
Inside your heart forever.

Sometimes in life,
there are things you never know.
When there is a chance
where the person you can count on for a lifetime
The person who know you
Better than yourself
Will be the one who's standing beside you all along.

No matter who the person are
I'm glad that I have more than I can realized
People who know me more than myself
Forgive me for what I've done
Understand me for what I've did

You know who you are
I'm glad you let me be myself
No matter how far we're apart
No matter how near we're together
The bond, the trust, the love
I'll never forget
THANK YOU.

*[[And so the lion fell in ❤ with the lamb at 3:36 AM]]*

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Sunday, October 25, 2009

[[I'm standing here alone]]

I've been neglected my blog nowadays
Due to many reasons I do not want to justify

I've been through a hardship
Throughout this semester
I had deal all of this alone.
I've learn how to be strong enough
To be a grown up adult

Everyone have problems
So do I have.
But some tends to complain so much
That people started to believe that they're so pity
For me, I learn not to complain anymore
As I found no one to hear my complain anymore.

I used to have these particular friends
Who've been there no matter what
Who'll hear my complains, my problems
Times passes by
We all grown
We all change

We hardly ever communicate now
Which created a wall between us
This wall have been there
To block myself from telling them
my troubles, my complains, my problems.

Because of these
I gained no trust from them
I've been in a depression mode
They do not know
None of these friends know

I've started to lose trust on them
I do not voice out my opinion
I listen and kept in my heart
Do you know
I do not like this very much?

For someone
Who indirectly told me
'Patience may lead to a peaceful life'
This is the quote I've seen everyday
On the glass of water I drink everyday

I follow your advice
I had enough patience in me
I do not complain anymore
I do not speak more than I do anymore
I lost myself
And I'm unhappy.

For you,
I've learn to be patience now
But because of these
I jeopardize myself
Now your turn
To tell me what shall I do?

Or are you happy with who I am now?

All of these,
I'm born again today
Standing here alone.

*[[And so the lion fell in ❤ with the lamb at 3:03 AM]]*

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Saturday, October 10, 2009

[[Which way I should go?]]

Getting yourself lost in the jungle?
Is like Alice in the Wonderland asking:
"Would you tell me, please, which way I ought to go from here?"
Answer:
"That depends a good deal on where you want to get to"

The way you go, the way you chose
Determined all about your future.
Thinking about where shall I be in my future
Definitely scares me from now.

I've not seen any prospect to work on my future
I felt I'm unprepared to battle to the real world
Why?
My expectation and standrad I should achieve
I did not achieve
I failed to satisfy even my own needs
I want the old me
I want the always fighting me

Maybe this is the time
To change the unchanged
To battle and strive
To achieve my dreams.

Do you ever wonder do miracle happens?
I do not believe it so.
I've choose to believe
But I'm afraid I'm hurt in the end.

The moment that I thought
that no one ever cares about me
Things happened contradictorily
I went out hanging around from evening till 2am yesterday
My friend called me
Asking me where did I went?
He's worried sick of me
As a girl alone driving out middle of night.

Of all the sudden, my heart stop beating for seconds.
Of all the people, he cares about me.
My minds wonders
I do have someone who cares about me
Not a lot
But a few is enough to make me understand
That I'll be a better person
that I will not disappoint you.

I've told myself
Starting from today, if I see your heart
I give you mine.
If I don't, don't fake over me
Get lost!

PS: Darling I love you~~, to the person I mentioned only for those who cares about me, I sincerely apologized. Fakers, get away.

*[[And so the lion fell in ❤ with the lamb at 5:42 PM]]*

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Friday, October 09, 2009

[[Emo, emo]]

Sometimes I might be wondering
I'm not what you called superwoman.
I'm a human.
I do have emotions.
I am indeed a very emotional person.

I used to be a hot-tempered person.
That's who I am.
I don't care what you think
I just want to be myself
I don't wanna give a damn
On whoever soul who pull me down
Don't assume that you understand me
You never did!!

If you hate me
Stay away from my world
If you have anything to say
Please do so but
Please shoot right in front of my face
Not to back-stabbed me
You coward!

I've taken out the word from my dictionary long time ago
This is the road I've taken
If you're a friend of mine
Please do correct me when I'm wrong
If you're not
Please get your ~~bullshit~~ away

PS: Counting down to senior's convocation.
I'm quite looking forward to see my bro,Alex coming down KK again.
It's been such a long time since I meet him.
:)

*[[And so the lion fell in ❤ with the lamb at 1:41 AM]]*

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Monday, October 05, 2009

[[Busy life, Raya + School]]

I've been really busy past few week that my blog have been neglected.

During Raya one week break, I went back home for holidays.
I'd made a history of my own.
I missed my morning flight back to JB.
Therefore, I bought another flight to KL at the noon.
Unfortunately it is delayed.
(I feel like cursing the AirAsia so hard!!)
Why don't they delay the morning flight so I don't miss my flight?

My one-way-flight to KL cost me RM500+.
This one week holidays is indeed most expensive one.
But I do have a nice trip to KL then.
My parents bought many stuff back from Shanghai.
I finally got my 'key' for my last year birthday.
I LOVE IT SO MUCH!!
(But I can only wear for a few days. Nah..who cares!)

(Here's my little cousin at KL. He's a super-overweight-baby!! He's 10months now but he weight 10kg!! O_o )

I had my birthday celebration this year at home.
After 2years away from home.
Since mom and dad working, I spent my afternoon at saloon.
Fixing my hair.
Many commented that my hair look the same.
As for me, I feel my hair is lesser and shorter of course.
Here's the pic:
(The before pic was a bit ugly though)

Had a seafood dinner with my parents later on.
And mom bought me a birthday cake.
It's super delicious!!
A mocha+chocolate+almond cake!! Yummy~~

(Here's me and my mom)

I also had a pre-celebration with Tay.
And Wendy, OMG!! You guys are really great. :)
Overall my birthday is simple but I just love the feeling of being home!
*I just wish Darling would be here too*

Update: I got a new car to drive at home!!!! Love the new car!! ^^
PS: I tried to speed up to 160km/j during the day I had my flight back to KK.
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When I came back university, I have 2 presentations on Wednesday, 3 assignments due on Friday. CRAZY!!
*This enough to kill my sleeping time*
Luckily, is over now.
No more presentation.
But left 2 more assignments.
Here you go girl!!

My busy week have totally taken out my time with darling.
So, we went out for movie during the weekend.
And of coz food!!
(I'm getting fatter..Argghh!!)

Say "CHESSE" to cheesecake!!

Below are the picture of his new hair cut:

COOL isn't it?? ^^

*[[And so the lion fell in ❤ with the lamb at 10:56 PM]]*

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Friday, October 02, 2009

[[Pesta Tanglung]]

It almost 4am now.

Just a quick update.
Today night is Pesta Tanglung night!
I wonder how's the feeling of this year celebration.

Here's the feeling during 2years back:

*[[And so the lion fell in ❤ with the lamb at 3:38 AM]]*

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