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Saturday, November 28, 2009

[[Home Sweet Home]]

Finally I'm home!!

Hooray~~~
I love being at home!!

After having a hectic life for previous semester
I'm heading towards my last semester next year
Which is a real terrifying for me *at least*

Catching up with a bunch of friends is so cool!!
This feeling really beats everything I had
I can't believe I miss my high school friends that much
Geez..I can't stop admitting I had a bunch of super-duper crazy a.k.a smart and gorgeous friends back then.
Seriously glad that I had awesome friends around me.
Well, at least high school and primary school friends are.
Those hypocrites I've met in u are real sucks you know.

Anyway...
There's more pictures actually.
But I have yet to upload it to my laptop. *ngek ngek*

So here's one from my (new) hp. ^^
Me and dearest Wendy. And behind the mirror is the sexy Yvonne and ShiQin.
Oh, and Tay of coz in changing room. :P

Rubhini and Dhar!! If you hear me, faster come back la..Lol..
Or if one day, I win a lottery I'll go India to find you guys. Hehe..

This holidays I'm not planning to work
As pocket is not enough to support me
Therefore, I'm currently on shopping ban.
OK. Basically is makeup shopping ban. :P
But will continue to search for CNY clothes
With a new theme: Beach!! Hehe XD

Since Darling had updated on to-do-list for hols,
I guess I shall had mine drawn up little soon.
Just to motivate myself ^^

a) To find a new sunblock at least SPF50++ - For family trip during CNY! You know, beach can be hot and make me tan up!
b) To stockup my skincare product which soon gonna finish - I gonna pay myself for that. Dad do not want to sponsor me :'((
c) To improve my writting skills or grammer - I had a real bad English I had to admit..embarrassing isn't it?
d) To practice on my oral communication skills - Seems to become worst nowadays. I need help!!
e) To improve my photoshop and javascript skills -Time to work on new layout..my photoshop is sucks now!! Argghh!! Mind you, I do have photoshop in my laptop so I can't play with it in Uni which is terrible. :((

Let's hope all this can be done in a month.
I guess I shall draw up an own self-evaluation for my own too.
Hope my flu and sore throat will be better.

PS: Thanks Wendy for being so contagious. Lol..

*[[And so the lion fell in ❤ with the lamb at 11:26 PM]]*

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Tuesday, November 17, 2009

[[以前的我]]

这个世界有什么是不可能的?
依靠是那副傻气，外加一份關愛
以前的我那无知的少女常会问
为何要在疼爱我时候才对我说离开我

为什么一定要站在未來去看今天的好坏
从他离开我的那一天
他静静的冲我的眼簾中、生活中离去了
我再也没有看到他开心对着我的笑容了

当初的我不懂得, 现在的我还是不懂
一份单纯的恋爱, 不必要長大才会懂
一句为我好, 是好是坏, 没人懂...

那么今天的他如何过呢
回头看一看发现时间渐渐地过了
自己也漸漸地了长大了
未来的三年也将要到了

结局会是怎样也没人懂得
只懂得只要他幸福我就会过得好

True love is all depends on fate
But happiness is depends on you

*[[And so the lion fell in ❤ with the lamb at 5:44 AM]]*

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Sunday, November 08, 2009

[[Exam week and events]]

I've been delaying my blogpost now
I'm slow in updating
(That's why I called slowbrogal)
My frequent update will be on my another blog
Coz I have more followers there
Which I do not want to disappoint them.

My exam weeks had finally started
Stress, anxiety, insomnia has been with me
Due to this I've lost much appetite
I've lost several weight during this week
The bf's family commented about that.
Is it good or bad?

Terribly I've screwed my paper last week
I've been seeing a bad result on that particular paper
I hope I don't do the same thing for my coming papers

Though exam week is stress
But I'm seriously happy now
Last night I've been to Jordan's birthday
(He's my bf's cousin)
I'm glad I enjoy my day

After so much acquaintances I've been through
With the guidance of God
I've finally realized
And appreciate my life
Without you my life is incomplete
Without you my life is in darkness
Thank you for everything you've granted to me.

I'm proud to be born
I'm proud to have a family that loves me
I'm proud to have someone special for me
I'm proud to have my friends who understand me
And for that
I've appreciate whatever I have

For those who showered me with love
For those who colored my life
You'll be forever there in my heart.
For those who showered me with hatred
For those who racked my life
I'm glad you've disappeared from me.

*[[And so the lion fell in ❤ with the lamb at 3:40 AM]]*

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Sunday, November 01, 2009

[[Life]]

Recently I had discover severe acquaintance in my life
Which paralyzed my judgement or view
I had my own point of view
I had my own of way to do

I do not live to satisfy people around me
Nor I do not live to do what people expect me to do
I am who I am

Sometimes in life
We'll been through so many stages
You've meet so many people
So many friends
So many lovers.
But there are often somebody
Somebody who will leave a footstep
Inside your heart forever.

Sometimes in life,
there are things you never know.
When there is a chance
where the person you can count on for a lifetime
The person who know you
Better than yourself
Will be the one who's standing beside you all along.

No matter who the person are
I'm glad that I have more than I can realized
People who know me more than myself
Forgive me for what I've done
Understand me for what I've did

You know who you are
I'm glad you let me be myself
No matter how far we're apart
No matter how near we're together
The bond, the trust, the love
I'll never forget
THANK YOU.

*[[And so the lion fell in ❤ with the lamb at 3:36 AM]]*

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Sunday, October 25, 2009

[[I'm standing here alone]]

I've been neglected my blog nowadays
Due to many reasons I do not want to justify

I've been through a hardship
Throughout this semester
I had deal all of this alone.
I've learn how to be strong enough
To be a grown up adult

Everyone have problems
So do I have.
But some tends to complain so much
That people started to believe that they're so pity
For me, I learn not to complain anymore
As I found no one to hear my complain anymore.

I used to have these particular friends
Who've been there no matter what
Who'll hear my complains, my problems
Times passes by
We all grown
We all change

We hardly ever communicate now
Which created a wall between us
This wall have been there
To block myself from telling them
my troubles, my complains, my problems.

Because of these
I gained no trust from them
I've been in a depression mode
They do not know
None of these friends know

I've started to lose trust on them
I do not voice out my opinion
I listen and kept in my heart
Do you know
I do not like this very much?

For someone
Who indirectly told me
'Patience may lead to a peaceful life'
This is the quote I've seen everyday
On the glass of water I drink everyday

I follow your advice
I had enough patience in me
I do not complain anymore
I do not speak more than I do anymore
I lost myself
And I'm unhappy.

For you,
I've learn to be patience now
But because of these
I jeopardize myself
Now your turn
To tell me what shall I do?

Or are you happy with who I am now?

All of these,
I'm born again today
Standing here alone.

*[[And so the lion fell in ❤ with the lamb at 3:03 AM]]*

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Saturday, October 10, 2009

[[Which way I should go?]]

Getting yourself lost in the jungle?
Is like Alice in the Wonderland asking:
"Would you tell me, please, which way I ought to go from here?"
Answer:
"That depends a good deal on where you want to get to"

The way you go, the way you chose
Determined all about your future.
Thinking about where shall I be in my future
Definitely scares me from now.

I've not seen any prospect to work on my future
I felt I'm unprepared to battle to the real world
Why?
My expectation and standrad I should achieve
I did not achieve
I failed to satisfy even my own needs
I want the old me
I want the always fighting me

Maybe this is the time
To change the unchanged
To battle and strive
To achieve my dreams.

Do you ever wonder do miracle happens?
I do not believe it so.
I've choose to believe
But I'm afraid I'm hurt in the end.

The moment that I thought
that no one ever cares about me
Things happened contradictorily
I went out hanging around from evening till 2am yesterday
My friend called me
Asking me where did I went?
He's worried sick of me
As a girl alone driving out middle of night.

Of all the sudden, my heart stop beating for seconds.
Of all the people, he cares about me.
My minds wonders
I do have someone who cares about me
Not a lot
But a few is enough to make me understand
That I'll be a better person
that I will not disappoint you.

I've told myself
Starting from today, if I see your heart
I give you mine.
If I don't, don't fake over me
Get lost!

PS: Darling I love you~~, to the person I mentioned only for those who cares about me, I sincerely apologized. Fakers, get away.

*[[And so the lion fell in ❤ with the lamb at 5:42 PM]]*

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Friday, October 09, 2009

[[Emo, emo]]

Sometimes I might be wondering
I'm not what you called superwoman.
I'm a human.
I do have emotions.
I am indeed a very emotional person.

I used to be a hot-tempered person.
That's who I am.
I don't care what you think
I just want to be myself
I don't wanna give a damn
On whoever soul who pull me down
Don't assume that you understand me
You never did!!

If you hate me
Stay away from my world
If you have anything to say
Please do so but
Please shoot right in front of my face
Not to back-stabbed me
You coward!

I've taken out the word from my dictionary long time ago
This is the road I've taken
If you're a friend of mine
Please do correct me when I'm wrong
If you're not
Please get your ~~bullshit~~ away

PS: Counting down to senior's convocation.
I'm quite looking forward to see my bro,Alex coming down KK again.
It's been such a long time since I meet him.
:)

*[[And so the lion fell in ❤ with the lamb at 1:41 AM]]*

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